To NaNo or Not to NaNo; That is the Question

Boy has it really almost been a half year since I posted and a year since the last NaNoWriMo.  It is hard to believe but it's true and the saddest thing is that I am still working on by novel from last year.  It is way to long and at the present moment in time not finished but that isn't the one that I want to work on this year which leads to my problem.

This has been a crazy year and my time has been so insane of late that I for the first time in three years I am thinking about not doing it.  However, I wonder if I don't want to it simply because I'm not sure that I can finish in the time frame that I have before.  I know it is silly but it might be the truth that or just the fact that I really don't know if I can devote the time to it that i should.

Truthfully, I want to do it if for no other reason I have like three different idea in my head that i would love to get down on paper and doing NaNo might give me the motivation to actually sit down and write them.  Plus with my time being so limited then it might also give me the focus that I need to ACTUALLY finish the novel instead of just reaching the 50,000 mark.  Either way I'm still not sure which is sad because I only have 8 days to decide.  What to do, what to do.

Whatever I decide I will be sure to keep you all posted.